Aus dem Leben eines Oxymoron...♥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVkoy9m8Es8

~ boys will be boys, but girls will be women
~ and put your keys between your knuckles when there's boys around
~ we hide our figures, doing anything to shut their mouth

Januar.

Now I'm searching for signs in a haunted club.


TS ~ Death by thousand cuts

Zurück zu meinem 19. jährigen Ich, das genau diese Dinge gefühlt hat, als der Beginn des Tiefpunkts bevor stand.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEDBZtmKPmg

~ this party's shit
~ go anywhere but here
~ and please don't drink more beer
~ 'cause I don't like anyone around
~ this is definitly not my crowd
~ nineteen but you act 25 now
knees weak, but you talk pretty proud, wow
~ but I wish you were sober
~ honestly you always let me down

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpkZfkxdj2c

Das Video machte mich emotional.
Ein Auszug aus dem Leben einer Frau, die eine Vielzahl von Rollen übernimmt und sehr facettenreich ist.

~ roll your eyes if I call you an angel
~ you say no just to see how far I go
~ your song comes on and your eyes closed
~ you got your heart on lockdown
~ ain't tryna meet nobody, you're just here for the party
~ you like to make us wonder
~ who likes to act all quiet

Dixie Chicks - Gaslighter
~ you're sorry but where's my apology?
~ and you know you lie best when you lie to you

Sam Hunt - Breaking up was easy in the 90s
~ girl, you're everywhere, everywhere but behind me

JoJo - Man
All Time Low - Getaway Green
Hot Chelle Rae - Stay
Dadju - Reine
Conan Gray - Wish you were sober (das ganze Album ist sehr empfehlenswert!)
Conan Gray - Maniac
Conan Gray - Checkmate

Every night you're sleeping in my bed
Every morning you're fucking with my head

~ Fly by Midnight - Love me like a friend

~ So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

~ I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day and something reminds you, you wish you had stayed

~ I still remember the look on your face

Nothing but Trouble and Trouble's so easy to find

Don't know how I came off clean

You don't own me, don't try to Change me in any way

Fuck around, feel my heartbeat

Don't want the Whisky and pills

When you're not around I finally cross you out

Paint me like your French Girls, Piece by Piece

Look at you, Boy I invented you

They see cain, I see Abel

She was just as bad as the Boys

I Keep falling for Boys and mistaken them for men

But I think that it's my Body wanting it the most

Saw your face, heard your Name, gotta get with you

They said I'm an Anarchist, not like other Kids

You got a Girl with a Body why you even want me?

Only a Girl can make me feel this way

I know that I'm a handful Baby

I Close my eyes and make believe you're the ones who's touching me

I know I tend to make it about me
I know you never get just what you see
But I will never bore you Baby

Kiss my wounds but not forever

Stop your lines please just let the Playlist run

Making love to myself, back on my beat

It's not you it's me I'm the only one I Need

If there's a line then I think that we crossed it

I'm better by myself
I'm better when there's no you in my life
You're no good for my health

'Cause when I'm on my own I feel alive

Miss Americana and the heartbreak prince
Paper rings
I forgot that you existed